质疑中...

连续做了一个礼拜的physical...
今天打了一天的team match...
我...宜珊...翠宁...慧宽...恺欣...秋而...雯蕊...一组...
1st single : 翠宁 vs 美仪 2-0
1st double : 宜珊，秋而 vs 碧君，碧雯 0-2
2rd single : 雅涵 vs 楚安 0-2
2rd double : 慧宽，恺欣 vs 婉静，秀倩 1-2
3rd single : 雯蕊 vs 诗敏 2-0
结果...我们输了...拜四要受惩罚了...=[

我的single...真的难以置信...连宜珊看到那样的成绩都有点怀疑...
输了...2-0...这样的成绩...我真的很失败...
今天，状态不是很好，但也不会很差...
可是这场比赛我打到特别喘...比我打sentul的时候还辛苦...
我已经尽力去接每粒球了...可是...
第一场，一开始就6-0了...我也没有心打了...打算在第二场追回来...
第二场，一开始还蛮顺利的...怎知？？？还是输了...
这次的失败，对我来说是个很大的打击...毕竟他只是个初一仔罢了...
教练也说了...这次我真的打到很烂！！！很烂！！！
也许是我太低估他了...但...
这场比赛，完全不紧张...但完全打不出水准来...
诗敏的single也输了...也是输给初一仔...但他的分数比我好...
下个礼拜就是wilayah了...这样的成绩...怎么出去比赛？？？
我和诗敏也都已经看开了...带着平常心去打...
wilayah...打得进去的人大多数都是pro yao...
我们这两个无名小卒能在第一圈赢就算好了咯...
还敢指望进到决赛吗？？？

刚才诗敏传了封简讯给我...他说：
这么多年来，他学到了一样东西...那就是...
要接受跟面对自己差...自己笨...
但是这总要面对的...只能期待以后与他对打的机会...
可是如果自己都不敢去面对...那成功永远也不会出现...
对他来说...输...会难过...是因为让别人失望...
既然选择了打球...那就要坦然面对...而不是认命...
看完了...我哭了...觉得那场比赛我不该输...
既然我被分到跟他们同一组，那我就有责任为这个组贡献一分...
如今，我也高一了...还有两年的时间罢了...
两年后，那份兴趣也许会随着中学生涯的结束而消失...
练球练了7年多...到头来还是一场空...
咳~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

有时候，我甚至质疑过自己的能力...


好不容易才从谷底爬出来...现在又再次跌入谷底...
这次真的彻底的失望了...
我...还会有重返顶峰的时候吗？？？？





人...
要维持在巅峰时期...
真的是一种挑战...一种极限...


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2010 Thomas & Uber Cup, Kuala Lumpur

Thomas & Uber Cup 2010

Ticket Price

Seating Plan

Tournament Schedule

2010 Thomas & Uber Cup coming lo...

This tournament held on 9~16th May 2010...

held at Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur...

some of my team mate interest in this tournament...

we are planning about it...

I would like to buy the "Silver Ticket"...

coz the normal ticket's place was toooo far from the court...

bt...the Silver Ticket's price is RM103...mayb gt student price...

sit first row just can take them a photo mah...Lee Yong Dae~Lin Dan~

I'm saving my money now...hehehe^^

Darren is a staff at there...good lo...bt he din have staff price...haiz~

anywhere,I hope this plan will realize...

success to take photo and signature wif all of them...^^

LinDan...YongDae...ChunLai...

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Chan Chong Ming =]

古建杰 & 陈重名

今天放学后跟，翠宁，雯蕊还有Shermaine去Starplus打球...
放学后翠宁的爹地来载我们...
去到那里两点多...book了三点的court...
一进到球场...

看见一个很熟的名字...Chen C M...而且还是写着Malaysia的...
他一转过身来...walao!!!真的是那个国家队的叻...
他不是很出名...他的partner是云天豪...陈重名 & 云天豪...u noe???
很惊讶叻...国家队的球员为什么会在这里教球的？？？
起初，我还以为我看错叻...
拍下了他的背影...拍不到他的正面...
不过他真的是Chen Chong Ming啦！！！
跟Shermaine一直坐在那里看他教球...
Shermaine就一直研究他的小腿...
不过他的小腿真的满细的...而且muscle不会很大块...^^
梦寐以求的吧！！！？？？

黑衣者 - 陈重名

之后本来要去拍他的正面的，可是又倒楣哦...电话没电了...
而且他又进了toilet...haiz~~~算了吧！！！
不过这是我第一次亲眼看见羽球明星叻...超棒的...虽然他不是很出名啦！
今年5月应该会去看Thomas Cup...门票超贵的...最贵是RM100++...
不过可以亲眼目睹来自全世界的羽球明星叻...尤其是林丹还有李龙大...^^

跟Shermaine他们打球...心情不是很好...
Shermaine跟翠宁又一直脸臭臭哦...搞到我都没有心情了...
整个场就只有我跟雯蕊在笑...愚~~~
还有两个礼拜半就是Wilayah了...我被分到跟Shermaine partner...
怎么办？？？怕跟他打打下又发脾气了...咳~


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着迷了耶~田思慎

上个礼拜三刚刚打完 sentul...拜四就照常上课了...
上到第七节的时候，头突然很晕...整身没有力...
倪子杰看到我这样，还说做么你一脸无辜的样子...
之后，雪漪就带我去事务处咯...看见orang utan...
那里的老师泡milo给我喝...
而且还问我要不要回家叻...当然是要咯！！！
打给妈咪之后，老师就扶我到救伤室...
我躺在那里休息...不久有老师进来...
Chong Yee Fong...他一进到来，看到我说：＂原来是你啊！＂
之后，Kelly Tan就在他的后面...又说：＂原来是你啊！＂
哎哟~干嘛那么惊讶啊？？？
还没完哦...后面又跟着一个男老师哦...
他给我第一眼的感觉是...超像＜恶魔在身边＞里的＂田思慎＂...
而且他在剧里也是一个很体贴的老师哦...^^
他问我那里痛...我就说头痛咯...
然后他就拿我的手起来，在拇指和食指中间那个穴位按下去...
他说那是通去头的...可以止头痛...
还说，按下去会麻一下子...
他拿我的右手按咯...他按到几大力我都no feeling哦...
他就问我：＂你用什么手打球的？？＂
我就说：＂右手咯！＂
他就很无奈的说：＂难怪啦！！全部都是muscle...＂
然后他就按我的左手...walao...一按下去，好像有一种东西从手臂冲去头叻！！
过了不久，头真的没那么痛了叻...
嘻嘻~

几天后，一直看到他从数学办公室进进出出...他应该是数理老师吧！！！
几次遇见，他好像都不记得我叻！！！！咳~
说真的，真的还蛮像的...着迷了耶~

田思慎

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Zon Sentul Tournament...

31032010...bad mood today...=[
Today is Zon Sentul's quarter,semi and final...
I played single and double in quarter...
my single opener is Lim Yin Lei from JINJANG...
she is quite good...maybe better than me...
I'm so scary to face her...
before that day...I meet Darren in msn...
he know my single opener is Lim Yin Lei...
he tell me that girl is his student...
he tell me all the girl's weakness...
and all the skill to play with her...

In the 1st match...I'm leading the score...
but before the match end...I always make mistake...
and I also nomore confident...
2rd match...I edi felt tired...I can't get the score any more...
mistake...mistake...mistake...SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally...I lose...13-21,16-21...

I walked out from the court...
I tried to control my tears...don't let it flow out...
coach is calling me...I walked infront her...
she tell me many notics...and my fault...
I'm hearing...my tears flow out unknowingly...
I'm sorry!!!!!!!coach~
I saw yingRu stand beside coach...
she give me a suprise...but...I give her a bad result...

my double in semi-final...
ours opener is Lim Yin Lei & Lau Jing Yi from JINJANG again...
I'm fear of them...I can't played well just like normal times...
I always make mistakes...my teamate always support us...
but I let them dissapointed again...
in the whole games...I really dunno what I'm playing...
I don't have any tactics in my brain...haiz~~
SORRY...SORRY...and SORRY again...
my partner...pekKuan...sorry!!!!!!

SORRY!!!!

SORRY!!!!

SORRY!!!!

SORRY!!!!

SORRY!!!!

Finally Zon Sentul Tournament was finished...
CHONG HWA girl's team get 3 second runner-up...1 runner-up...
boy's team get 1 runner-up...
last year's result better than this year...
but it's okie...nothing...all is over...


Zon Sentul Result....

Boy's double under 15
runner-up : JianSheng & HanXian

Girl's single under 15
second runner-up : YiShan

Girl's double under 15
runner-up : YiShan & TsueyNing

Girl's double under 18
second runner-up : YaHan & PekKuan , Shermaine & PekWen


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